Goodbye, Perfect by Sara Barnard
Macmillan, 2018. ISBN 9781509852864
(Age: Senior Secondary) Highly recommended. Themes: loyalty,
relationships, friendship, choices, boundaries. Eden and her best
friend Bonnie never seemed to have much in common but they have been
best friends since primary school. They are both about to sit their
final GCSE exams and both have little sisters; but Bonnie is a
straight "A" student, head prefect, with parents who expect their
perfect daughter to excel. Eden and her sister were adopted when
Eden was nine as her addict mother could not look after them. Eden
struggles at school but thrives in her garden, her own space where
she has ownership, responsibility and can demonstrate achievement
supported by her adoptive parents who are professional gardeners.
The best friends have studied together, shopped together and shared
the secrets of their hearts, or so Eden thinks until the police turn
up at her house asking if she knows where Bonnie is. Eden had that
morning got a surprise text from Bonnie saying she was running away
with Jack, a secret boyfriend Bonnie had mentioned but who Eden
thought was imaginary she was so evasive about him. The text also
said "don't tell anyone" so loyal Eden denies she has any knowledge.
"I didn't think twice about lying for Bonnie. As far as I was
concerned, she'd asked, and I'd agreed, and that was that. I didn't
need any more details or context. A promise is a promise, and a best
friend is a best friend." p9. However it turns out that Jack is
their music teacher, Mr Cohn, the relationship is a crime not only
because he is her teacher but at fifteen and a half Bonnie is also
under the age of consent. Everyone, especially the police find it
hard to believe Eden knew nothing about the affair and she starts to
question how well she really knew her friend and whether she is
doing the right thing agreeing to keep their location a secret.
Eventually Eden confides in Connor, her level headed reliable
boyfriend and builds bridges with her older step sister Valerie and
they find a way forward that does not compromise Eden's values.
Issues of secrecy, betrayal of trust, loyalty, friendship
responsibility and choices make this an important book for young
adults who are entering a world where they have to make their own,
sometimes difficult decisions. Through flashbacks entitled
'Conversations that took on a Different Meaning after Bonnie
Disappeared' Eden sees she had missed signs that her friend had not
had the perfect life she had imagined missing how unhappy Bonnie had
been.
Told in the first person from Eden's perspective the text is
enriched with newspaper articles sensationalising the affair along
with social media posts all of which contrast with Bonnie's secret
text messages which assert that she is happy and in love, seemingly
oblivious to how her actions have affected everyone else. In the
face of it all Eden struggles to do what she believes is right. With
strong believable characters dealing with complex modern lives
encountering real life decisions, this is a book that should be
recommended to all senior students and it would lend itself to class
discussion about any of the main themes.
Sue Speck