I am change by Suzy Zail
Black Dog Books, 2019. ISBN: 9781925126839.
(Ages 16+) A confronting but important story inspired by the true
experiences of young Ugandan women. I Am Change follows
Lilian, a young girl who dreams of becoming a teacher or a writer in
a village where women's education is not valued or encouraged.
Fighting hard to be the first person in her family to graduate
primary school, and eventually the first girl from her village to
graduate university, Lilian faces countless obstacles on the path to
these goals. From fasting so that the men have more to eat, to
exchanging sexual acts for basic school supplies, the women in
Lilian's village have accepted that their purpose is to please the
men in their lives. While the injustice and oppression around her is
suffocating, Lilian is determined to break free from the cultural
expectations that surround her and forge her own path towards the
future she dreams of. Zail fictionalises the recounts of real young
women in Uganda with an authenticity and rawness that maintains the
reader's interest and anger at the injustices that they face from
the first until the very last page. The novel highlights the
cultural beliefs and expectations that are still actively present in
Ugandan communities and brings them to the attention of readers;
providing a confronting insight into a very different environment,
with a hopeful message; while education is the key to battling
injustice and poverty, inner strength, determination and persistence
can improve even the toughest circumstances. Lilian's drive and
resolve not only improved her own life, but the lives of the women
around her, replacing feelings of shame, regret and hopelessness
with courage and light. Warnings should be noted for sexual assault,
domestic violence, female genital mutilation, sexism and misogyny.
Not recommended for younger readers.
Daniella Chiarolli