I have lost my way by Gayle Forman
Simon and Schuster, 2018. ISBN 9781471173721
(Age: 15+) Highly recommended. Themes: Mental illness. Friendship.
Homosexuality. Diversity. Gayle Forman the author of the bestselling
If I
stay and the sequel Where
she went among others, has done it again. I have lost my
way is a powerful, memorable and engrossing stand-alone story
that delves into the lives of three young people, all who have
problems. Freya, on the verge of becoming a star, has lost her voice
while recording her first album, Harun is running away from his
boyfriend, too afraid to come out to his family and Nathaniel has
come to New York totally alone. When Freya falls on Nathaniel in the
park and this is witnessed by Harun, the three unite and while
taking Nathaniel to the hospital the reader finds out their stories.
All have lost their way.
The book is written from different points of view and the reader
gets to know each character in depth and is able to sympathise with
their crises and with their backgrounds. Freya has not only lost her
voice, she has lost her sister who she once sang with and her father
who has returned to Ethiopia to live. Harun has been so successfully
in hiding his sexuality that he is being sent off to meet his bride
and Nathaniel, that brave boy, has lost his grandmother and his
father, who he has cared for over many years.
This is an unforgettable story. Each character is so well described
that you feel you know them very well and can relate to their
problems and applaud their strengths. The power of friendship shines
through this book and will be a beacon for readers who see how
friends who are there for you can make a huge difference. Other
themes like mental health, children who are left to be the main
carers of adults, manipulation by the music industry and suicide all
make it a book not to be missed.
An article from Publishers
Weekly notes that Forman had lost her own way before writing
this compelling story. She had started seven projects, none of which
satisfied her and finally decided to face her problem by writing
about it. This article also links to a recording of A
little white dress, a song that resonates for Freya in the
story.
This is a very satisfying and uplifting story, sure to become a firm
favourite for many readers.
Pat Pledger