I was here by Gayle Forman
Simon & Schuster, 2015. ISBN 9781471124396
(Age: 15+) Highly recommended. 'I regret to inform you that I have
had to take my own life'.
Cody is learning the difference between a memorial service, a vigil
and a prayer circle. Her best friend Meg, with whom she has shared
everything, has let her know by time-delay email that she has
already taken her own life.
Survivor guilt leads Cody on a journey, bravely searching for a way
to explain the incomprehensible. Cody discovers Meg's other life
that had been kept secret from her and Meg's family. The boy who
broke Meg's heart (Tragic Guitar Hero) and an encrypted file on
Meg's computer open the door to solving the mysteries and finding
'someone to blame'.
This is a powerful and well written novel that sensitively explores
the issue of suicide and the impact on survivors. This book is
highly recommended as it optimistically invites the reader to
consider the complexities of suicide and depression, along with the
role of family, friends and bystanders in supporting individuals who
are suffering from depression.
The author's note at the back of the book explains the inspiration
for this novel (a young woman named Suzy) and includes a link to
support materials. The movie rights to this novel have already been
negotiated with New Line.
Linda Guthrie