The centre of my everything by Allayne L. Webster
Penguin Random House, 2018. ISBN 9780143783336
(Age: Older high school students) Recommended. Themes: Country life.
Alcohol. Drugs. Sexual violence. With the opening words, "My head's
gunna explode", we know that we are in Australia. Language, way of
life, characters and the issues of country town life, are all vital
elements that are explored in Webster's very emotional story.
Told by four main characters in sequential order, the slowly
unravelling narrative is confrontational. Webster depicts the issues
of modern country towns, the isolation, the lack of jobs, the
drinking, drug use and the violence, in a narrative that reveals
events slowly, and one that only presents each of the four
narrators' understanding of what has happened. Yet slowly we begin
to grasp the background story and come to understand the web of
relationships, connections and issues that face the local
adolescents and their families.
This is not a book for the faint-hearted, as Webster plunges us into
the harsh elements of modern country life, the binge drinking,
parties with alcohol, drugs and sexual violence. With the depiction
of good, loving, kind characters juxtaposed to the angry, abusive
characters, we slowly begin to understand the complexity and
troubles of the past and present, and the different relationships
and families. The adolescents are fearful of the future, knowing
that there is little for them in the town, unsure of what they can
do when school is over. They are desperate to understand what their
lives will be like, given the traumas and the violence to which so
many have been subjected.
Told from the perspective of the different characters, this book is
vibrant and challenging. It would be recommended for older high
school readers, with its description of anger, family troubles,
binge-drinking, sexual violence and emotional trauma.
Liz Bondar